Been a while since my last post eh? Truthfully, I don't really know what to write. And I lost the passion to write too. Well, not just about writing. Pretty much about everything. The fact that I don't have much passion in everything - or anything - is making things worse. Not to mention about my laziness. It's like, I'm always in distress and laziness is my comfort. Or you know how people would curl into fetal position as a defense mechanism? I would just switch on my lazy mood.
OK I don't think I'm making any sense.
Anyway.
Less than 2 months before I'm going back to Malaysia. Can't wait for it? You bet! Not really a fan of Raya (Aidilfitri/Aidiladha) but I'm excited that we'll be celebrating Aidilfitri together :D Big bro has graduated and will go back home. I miss that guy (plus I cannot wait to get my stethoscope from him haha).
Meanwhile, li'l bro will do his foundation in INTECH and if everything goes well, he might further his study overseas. I'm a little bit worried with those facts (studying in INTECH and the possibility of going to overseas). Haha. Can he survive? I know he studied in a boarding school, but the school was only (roughly) 30 minutes away from home. And looking at how he is at home...err, no comment.
I really want him to do well. But at the same time I want to protect him. I want to preserve the image of the innocence and naivety of my baby brother. Is this how mothers feel towards their kids? Hah.
This will do for now. Will write again. Hopefully soon :)
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